the 26th day of freedom=]

the 26th day of freedom
A.K.A nt loving someone n feelin' kinda like missing someone+hateX3
kinda complicated though...

during the 26 days of freedom...
i really felt kinda like...
happy
sad
emotionless
speechless
i dont know...
on the first few days when he was nt in my heart...
ya..
i will feel like kinda weird..
like there's a hole in my heart n i cant repair it by sticking some salotape n done=]
hell...yea~
bt on the next few days of freedom..
i started to forget about him n starting a whole new life by making myself useful....
studying..
nt texting anymore...
n nt talking bout boys anymore...
my buddies will think that i will cry over this VERY own thing...
bt yea..
i know...
they really are worried boutme....
n sorry for making all of you feeling sorry though...
n thanks to Joyce too...
for making me forget bout the nightmares that i had all these years...
u dont have to feel bad about me though
i'm fine
really...

then on the 26th day of freedom...
i finally found a true place where i belong...
no boys...
its all bout my future...
my dreams...
x3
freaky huh??
i've never imagined that i will forget bout him n starting my new life so fast...
like its a miracle..
i've told my frens that i will really forgat bout him since last year n i just cant forget bout him...
he was nt that kind of guy who is very smart..
matured...
n mostly handsome n caring..
bt he was like a drug to me..
that i will never ler go....
n that makes me ponder n nt focusing on my studies
[no wonder there were so many advertisement saying that drugs is tn good for health<3]
haix...

26th day of freedom...
hope that all my dreams n wishes will come true..
all the best for my junior uec n of course...
starting to find a true love....

Hui

xoxo

x3