Where my contents of my heart is emptied here=)

Follow my OWN heart =)

2011-12-15T03:46:00.000-08:00

Well i hope this is the conclusion for the beggining of my story=)

Yea ~~I DO LOVE HIM~~

But then i just cant find some safetiness from him...

like most girls wanted d "an quan gan"

i cant type chinese sorry@@

anyways..

really..

I cant find it from him...

he's good and perfect inside his heart..

but from the outside..

he's not what i had expected..

i din mean that i really care bout one's looks..

but then when i saw him It makes me hestitate more...

.......

........

its my personal thinking that I have to Overcome before i really have to start a relationship with him..

he's really, really nice...

nobody has ever been that nice to me..

well except my gang d frens of course...

he's great, he cares bout me

he remembers everything that i had said

and he's ambitious=)

lol but then he's SKINNIER than me physically

even thou he's five kilo heavier than me...

i really mind that part..

cause it looked like i am a big mamma sissy dating with her lil bro@@

i just cant imagine myself going out with him...

he's 13 days younger than me,..

but i dont mind that..

MY PARENTS do@@ haix..

well thge most important thing is that he's ~~SKINNIER~~ than me and then

i cant feel ~~SAFE~~ going out with him..

i mean i do mind that i need those safetiness..

imagine when your boyfriend hugs u and u cant feel safe at all...

like its u guarding him not HIM...

i think that's my personal problem..

i do mind other people's critisism towards me and my future boyfriend...

he's special to me but i need to change myself before i can really settle down and start a relationship with him..

he's the one that i want...

but I dont wanna hurt him if i start the relationship now..

sometimes i just wish that he has broad shoulders that i always dreamed my man would be and just embraced him forever..

but in the reality world.God just have to testify u to realise that a dream is a dream..

amd thank god for letting me get the chance to know him..

cause he's so far the best man that i have ever met..

he may look SKINNY and NERDY on the outside..

but on the inside he's too man to be a man...

so i'll just cross my fingers and PRAY hard that i could just overcome my own problems..

FOLLOW MY HEART

and have a happy ending with him in years to come

if u see this old man...

i hope u understand why i delayed it at the first place..

i need to change myself and settle down and be more MATURE to be yours...

~~I LOVE YOU~~

and it never change=)

~~and i am stupid enough to eat your bait =)~~

~~XOXO~~

2011-12-15T02:07:00.000-08:00

Well its been two years from now starting from the first day of me being a senior in Riam road secondary school...those two years are the two best years of my life..honestly...by getting the chance to strengthen our all sister's d friendship even though we are not at the same class and even the same school( i miss u wei sze)...lol our friendship still stands strong as it was before haha! have u ever thin of the days when one day u lost every single penny and every single reason for u to live and suddenly there's a big ray of light ahead of u and a lot of warm hands grabbing u up and supporting u all the way?? yea i guess this is the bast way to describe my gang, my big family, my sisters, my life <3 haha!
well i might be sounding emotional now cause each and every one of us are going to be seperated since the seventh of december when the last paper of our SPM- chinese ends as a big full stop of our secondary life=) it's a sad moment to have to separate from my gang...a very sad moment...i will miss those days when we will sit together at lunch at the canteen..meeting up everyday and making fun of each other...organising group activities together and such...oh how i miss those moments!! when will we have these moments back then?? all of us are separated in the real world and we have our own future to care for...it's a blessing on how fast we are to greaduation and soon enough we will be graduating from universities again! well not to mention having our own true love and start a family *blush* lol its true cause time flies and who know's...tomorrow one of us will be a mother dy muahaha!
these five years...bring me so many good and bad memories...we do good thing, bad things, got our punishments and many more haha! there are so many things that we need about months to recall back all these things..honestly!! lol haha...
well our spm english essay topic tells me a right thing thou...the best things in life are always free=)
that was two hundred percent super true and no one can deny it=)
and the most important thing in life are of course-happiness
and you all are the ones that brings happiness to my life-friendship<3
a thing that cannot be described further but it lies a very deep meaning inside it...which i am lazy to say xp u know, i know, the whole gang knows..then jiu ok liao haha! xp
aly is going overseas next year...everyone are not studying in the same school..i will miss u all very very much d lay=( *sobs haha!
but anyway..its been two years since i had touched this blog and i had finally worked out the password so..being emotional for a moment doesnt matter, rite?? =)
cheers my friends, for our future, for our friendship=)

Friendship Forever Guys...=)

WTH!!!! I MISSED YOU SO DAMN MUCH!

2010-05-16T05:35:00.001-07:00

One Day B$ The Exam...N i M STILL ONLINING!!!

2010-05-16T05:33:00.000-07:00

what the hell..
oh ya haha...
been on fb in the afternoon n nw scanning my bm komsas info.
wth...
tomoro's gonna have the stupis stupid test..
cant go for dancing at TLD( BOOHOO)...
HAIX...June d performance jia you lor...
me dance like kns a..haha.. x3

haha...
tomoro me gonna have the test so jia you jia you jia you!!!
haha x3

tagged By Lik Yang

2010-03-02T01:29:00.000-08:00

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⑥ 这些被点名者，你们被点会祝福
⑦ 不可回点哦，并且愿望会实现和得到幸福
坐上幸福热气球，开始咯

幸福热气球：第一阶段
① 绰号：wat lai de?? x3
② 星座：leo
③ 生日：09.08.1994
④ 兴趣：read books, playing piano=)

⑤ 血型：0
⑥ 最宝贵的东西：My heart x3, happiness, daddy n mommy, miko, frens=)
⑦ 最討厭的东西：sadness n rejection, failure

幸福热气球：第二阶段
① 有喜欢的人吗：ehem~
② 有交往吗：no
③ 幸福吗：ok la...

④ 她很爱你吗：go ask him lo..i donno
⑤ 如果你有勇气最想是什么: I've always have the reasonable reason why I have to hide from u...

幸福热气球：第三阶段
① 你被谁点：Lik Yang
② 他是你的谁：朋友
③ 他的个性是：Donno wor x3
④ 他长得怎样：black black de!! Bi Wo Hei!!haha x3 [sry lik yang^^]
⑤ 跟他认识多久：since 2009
④ 你想要怎样的生活：happy, free everyday de=)
⑤ 你喜欢自己吗：yup
⑥ 你喜欢音乐吗：yup
⑦ 你喜欢体育吗：a lil bit
⑧ 你喜欢跳舞吗：yup
⑨ 你很专情吗：everybody says so...coz i cant just forget someone so easily~
⑩ 你喜欢睡觉吗：ya
Ⅰ 你喜欢唱歌吗：NO!!!!

开始点名

1. Aly
2. Shock Hui
3. LiNa
4. Isabel
5. Lik Yang
6. DannySia
7. Becca
8. Tiffany Liew
9. Suusen
10.Yea en

「五号跟谁谈恋爱」
Go ask him lo..he din wan tell me=)

「一号是男的还是女的」
Female

「六号人很好吗」
ok ok a...

「九号很色吗」
A little bit=)

「七号跟三号在一起吗]
no~

「八号是单身吗]
I Think So=)

「十号喜欢一号吗」
Lesbian~!!!??? me tomoro go ask xia=)

「五号读那间学校」
RRSS

「六号喜欢谁」
Tidak Tahu

「二号喜欢唱歌吗」
当然～

「你爱七号吗]
I LOVE BECCA!!! haha *psst psst nt lesbians=)

「三号住哪]
美里

「十号跟你告白」
nah~

「四号有宠物吗」
no~

如果你有三个愿望，Tell me your wish :
①Family n frens happy happy~hopt that can find dao ci En lo...
②study hard n get scholarships to study overseas~
③Next stop: BF

xD

Rawr!!!

2010-02-28T04:55:00.002-08:00

She Doesnt Like Having Loljoi people...
But somehow she's quite loljoi at sometimes

She Doesnt Like eating food with sauce...
But She Still like to eat super salty food=)

she Doesnt like Reptiles...
But when she sees one
She'll go play with it=)

She's Quite allergic to animal fur..
But She still had her baobei Miko By her side everyday=)

She doesnt like to eat chilli..
But she loves LAKSA!!!

She Hates people giving her teddy bear..
Cause she only like Winnie The Pooh=)

She Likes Teddy bears...
But Hated peopel giving her...
n cause her nose doesnt like that..=(

She wanted to have a Boyfriend...
but she's Too ugly=(

She wanted to be tough...
but somehow just because of one subject I cried like a frwak in class...

She doesnt like people nagging...
but somehow she loved listening to my parents, grandmama's nagging=)

She Loves travvelin...
but she's afraid of heat=)
But when it comes to snowing places..
hmm...
i like it=)

She doesnt like eating fish...
but somehow our junior biology forced me to study all bout the fish in one chapter

She Loved listening to music...
but her mommy doesnt like her music

She loved pets..
bt her daddy only allowed one=)
Miko

Her mommy n daddy kept talking how annoying Miko are...
bt they still always loved Miko more than the three of us=(
*psst psst...saw it tru CCTV^^

She's afraid of the dark..
but she loved ghost n vampire novels=)

She doesnt like to wear dresses..
but she always dreamt of wearing one

She wanted to make her own decisions in making frens..
bt her mom n dad doesnt want to...

She wanted to go to paris..
but bo lui=(

She hated chinese...
but sometimes would like to watch chinese tv programmes...

She loved playing games n online...
but doesnt like to open her msn
*psst psst no wonder he kept saying me seldom on9 haha

She loved english
But She hates people speaking english with a double duper fast tempo=)

She hated those childish children...
but when she became an ajk for the orientation...
she's like a mommy taking care of them with lots of love*lolx

She loved arts n crafts
but her UEC arts&crafts got C=(
*sobs

These all..
the unique one...
hope that she will kept her promises good yea.
ho??joanna ho??!
haha..
happy chap goh mei=)

Happy Chap Goh Mei~!!!

2010-02-28T04:55:00.001-08:00

Changes were made when time does pass

2010-02-27T00:19:00.000-08:00

Looking at myself on the mirror while studying for my chemistry just now over n over, I cant help thinking that how many stupid choices that i had made during my teenage years, choosing the wrong directions, never listen to my dad n mom's advice n so so many more, i cant believe that i can stand until now, looking at my face, from non-panda-eyes to those black circles under my eyes during the study-up-late-for-maths in the year 2009, from those pimples that i had from form one till now still got a little bit due to eating too many chocolates n cappucinos n such, joining the brass band n not making sure that i got the right sunblock lotion n making my complexion being more n more black n dull, from my over-stressed primary school years causing my eyes to have short sightness n wearing dorky glasses until now wearing contacts, from my all-so-tangly hair to straight hairs, i finally realised that all these times i had changed...a lot, just to show the inner me out.

looking back at the memors me n my friends share during our secondary years, form one, joining the brass band n always have to listen to my dad's nagging of nt maintaining my schoolwork causing my schoolwork to become worse n finally quit my beloved bb, choosing the wrong path a.k.a choosing the path to be with Felix at the first place, trying to make friends with him by textig him at the first place. me being so bossy n gossiping all year round without actually sit down properly n study for 24 hors in form one...me being childish n such, these bad behaviours had affected me ever since.

Looking back on the year of 2008, the year that I had fallen in love with Felix again, finding the urge to get rid of my bad behaviours that i had in form one, quitting band n started my form one basics again ever since the death of my beloved grandfather. I will always look at my grandfather's photo over n over again n cried for the first three months when they started talking bout my grandfather. I always tried my best to hide my emotions in front of my friends n teachers in school n succesfully, i made it by not letting my tears out when they talked bout my grandfather. my results improved in form two n reached to 70 to 75 of average n targetting myself to 80 is a hard one as my chinese kept pulling me down n making myself very sad when looking back at my results, everything very good n perfect exept chinese, n sejarah of course. haix..as i was english educated ever since i was born n i only touched chinese when i Started my primary one. as i had my Pre-kindergarden in my dad's company which is all blondies n people like obama>< I only had the chance to speak chinese when i started kindergarden but havent had the chance to write chinese until I was seven.so that's why my english was middle-ok ok while my chinese is quite nyawa-nyawa ikan.

I started my piano lessons when i was four n started performing when i was six.that time was for our school concert n we had some kinda like orchestra n i went participating in it.that time was the best. i got the chance to wear a gown!!!I still had the dress though..until noe when i wanted to try it it does looked like a tee shirt to me right now=)

when i was in brunei, i started participating in wushu specialising in taichi n swordship, participating in atrs n crafts and alsoin basketball. but good things never came always. i was checked n toild that my nose had some kind of thing growing inside my nose n after i had the operation in cutting it my nose n my breathing system werent that good ever since. bt i insisted on participating these activities until primary four when i decided to quit all activities n recovered slowly.

Form three, i decided to have revenge on him. asking him out but actually ditching him for many times, studying with all my might to score as many a's as i can to make myself useful in the future, n many more. n finally i got 6a's with my chinese n sejarah b n for uec 1a4b1c...n my english got an a for it n was very thrilled when i heard the news.

right now n form four, i tried my best in scoring good marks for my results n make my mom proud, participating in dancing n arts n crafts, many more, i cant believe that time flies past so fast n yet nobody realised it. haix. times past n people changed. only the photo remained our faces n memories while the person in the photo changed a lot=)

Thank god i changed to the good side=)
next stop:Boyfriend=)

Voicing Out Like No Other

2010-01-24T02:28:00.000-08:00

welll.....
loving someone is really a disaster...
ya seriously.....
I do have a feeling on him right now but....
I cant Love him....
He's too much alike like someone...
that draws me away from him...
he's really a great guy but erm....
if he's not so alike like HIM I might as well admit that i really fell for him...
nobody noes this yet bt most of my frens especially the new students kept saying that me n him were really like a couple...
bt no...
i dont want to be with him...
i promised myself that i wont love someone n have to be with him...

cause my heart havent been recovered from all the injuries that HE had got from me all these years...

So Hell yea....

Admit it...

#1 Focus on Ur Studies n Never ever Go And Text him Again

#2 He's nt wrth it for u to miss=(

Argh I So Darn wanna Say hell you

why do u have to appear when i wanna start a new life withouht falling into someone??

Happy Sweet Sixteenth To boon Cong~!!!=)

2010-01-23T22:16:00.000-08:00

kinda weird bt well..
hapy sweet sixteenth to you wen chong(lazy to write boon cong^^)
hope that u can get many a's for ur pmr n uec yea~
n please...
smile everyday ok??haha

Hui
xoxo

sheesh=) crappin'

2010-01-09T05:26:00.000-08:00

Me , Myself and I ..
Got it from suu=)

(x) stayed single for the whole year
( ) made out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
( ) celebrated Halloween
( ) kissed in the rain
(x) had your heart broken
(x) broke someone else’s heart
(x) had a stalker
(x) went over the minutes on your cell phone
( ) had a good relationship with someone
(x) someone questioned your sexual orientation
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) had an abortion
( ) have a relationship with someone you’ll never forget
(x) done something you’ve regretted
(x) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under a mistletoe

OTHER
(x) painted a picture
( ) wrote a poem
(x) ran a mile
( ) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
(x) posted a blog
( ) listened to music you couldn’t stand
( x) went to a sleepover
( ) went camping
(x ) threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried
( ) laughed till you peed in your pants
( x) visited a foreign country
(x ) cut in a line of waiting people
(x) told someone you were busy when you weren’t
( x) partied to celebrate the new year
(x) cooked a disastrous meal
(x) lost something/someone important to you

In 2009, I…
(x) broke a promise
(x) lied
(x) went behind your parents back
( ) cried over a broken heart
(x) disappointed someone close
(x) hid a secret
(x) pretended to be happy
(x ) slept under the stars
(x) kept your new years resolution
( ) forgot your new years resolution
( ) met someone who changed your life
( ) met one of your idols
(x) changed your outlook on life
( ) sat home all day doing nothing
(x) pretended to be sick
(x ) left the country
( x) almost died
(x) given up something important to you
( ) lost something expensive
(x) learned something new about yourself
(x) tried something you normally wouldn’t try and liked it
(x) made a change in your life
(x) found out who your true friends were
(x) met great people
(x) stayed up till sunrise
( ) cried over the silliest thing
( ) was never home on weekends
( ) got into a car accident
(x) had friends who were drifting away from you
(x ) had someone close to you die
( x) had a high cell phone bill
( ) spent most of your money on food
( ) had a fist fight
( ) went to the beach with your best friend
( ) saw a celebrity
(x) gotten sick
( ) liked more than 5 people at the same time
(x) became closer with a lot of people

2009..
i Had done a lot of stupid things..
procrastination of course...
n not listening to my own heart...
n Also fell for someone that dont deserved to be mine....
i Had Been In Love for only one month bt they still think that i loved him for bout two years=(
that was the worst part..
n also....
not looking out the real world n also not choosing the best direction that i should go...
like history..
i was supposed to get an a for that bt because of my gossips i turned out to have a b instead..
just because i dint choose the right thing n direction that i should go.../
i lost a chance of getting average of 80 n not letting the Fong Family so so proud...
I am Sorry..
For all the things that i did for the year of 2009....
for 2010...
it is going to be a new year n a start from me...
just because my frens din hiu me during every orientation before meetings doesnt mean that i need them very much...
i'll still have my books for company...
i still had my teddy winnie the pooh for company...
n i still got myself...
the one n only...
nobody's the same with me....
n i am going to excel this year..
jia you

Whee~!!!!

2010-01-08T05:35:00.000-08:00

Whee~
orientation..
kinda have fun in there...
ok today's the second day of orientation n it is AMAZING!!!!
First day we were all happy that we did everything perfect..
*Cheers~whoo!!
n ya..
my group gt three da gor gor with one jie jie which is me, Kim Yung, Boon Cong &Justin....
They all always kacao me de bo...
ish~!!!
haha...

the new students this year were ot so active though...
a.k.a not so high lor..
unlike us digi-man n woman so high that day..
haha....

n worst part is...
i cant even eat at the first day of the orientation n my frens always left me alone at the hall with nothing to do...
i hate thid feeling le...
wan cham them all bt they din wan talk to me...
i am ur fren o..
haix..
i felt very very n extra lonely lor before the orientation starts..
nobody accompany me to wait for the meeting or even go to the canteen to eat~!!!
what the hell~!!!
ha...oh fine...
don care bout it...
xi guan jiu hao...
haix..

homeworks for form four is quite BIG n ENORMOUS!!
i cant cope withouht it but erm...
the top three...
i'll be getting one of them...
i wont lose this time meng chuan..
haha...

n now..
love
l.o.v.e.
i dont noe what i am talking bout...
since i talked to him n texted him...
i got a feel on him...
i dont want this..
we just met ok...
n no more love..
bt withouht my imagination i just kept thinking bout him all the time..
i cant stad it le..
it sucks when u wanna focus on ur bio bt suddenly he will appear in ur mind...
n his text comes again...
we both had been sharing secrets right now...
but oh my...
i dont want him to noe..
ok texting with him EVERYDAY is way too over...
bt i am happy when texting with him though=)

chiao...
tomoro~
WATER!!!
haha

whee~

2010-01-03T05:48:00.000-08:00

yor...
skul will reopen tomorrow n now so so happy!!!
haha..
i'm in F4b le....
Depressing...
wanna b in 4a ba..
haix...
next year la...
haha...

my sis is gonna b in riam too...
wow n she is very excited though...
haha...
tis yea i am going to study hard le...
haha..
jia yuo o...
must defeat all the things that u hate=)
gambatae!

Memors Of '09

2010-01-01T00:23:00.000-08:00

well...

Happy 2010...

haha...

2009 was quite the happiest n also the worst years....

ok...

Happiest:

1.have my birthday with my fwenx at ice city...tx ya all~=)

2.Got my new Phone

3.got to be an ajk for the orientation 2009...

4.got my twilight saga n also Vampire Academy Novel Series From My dad as my 15th birthday present....

5. Got the chance to go to Taiwan n Also gt the chance to kacao Fat Hui=)

6. Did A VERY Good Choice

7.The REUNION!!=)

The BAD Things/feedbacks

1. Please..No More gossips..serious studies

2. wasted too much time texting HIM n also dealing with THE LOVE THINGY

3. Din Study Hard

4. Didnt Realise those things faster than i thought

5. Din Focus

6. texting too much!!!

7.gossips also a lil bit over

8.Reading too much storybooks

9.Procrastination

10.Didnt listen to my mum bout ....

WISHES FOR THE YEAR OF 2010

1.wish that my mom will get better..her arms gt some prob...

2.wish that my step-grandma will get better...

3.Study Hard n FOCUS!!!

4.ok...no more gossips...

5.No More texting too much....

6.No more over-reading novels...

7.no more procrastination

8.no more regretting for the things that i had done...

9.get 80 marks for ur average yea Joanna Fong...

10.no more sweet sweet things...

11.DO NOT FALL FOR A BOY/GUY/WHATEVER!!

12.get distinction for my music exams please....haha

13. do my very best n skip to grade 6 if possible

14. listen to mommy now~

15.No more freakos*YAY!(a.k.a. Felix the nemesis)

Hui

xoxo

happy new year=)

cant believe it..crap...

2009-12-28T20:35:00.000-08:00

well....
my pmr results sucks ler...
Chi=B(crap crap crap x3same as Dylan Ho too^^)
Bm=A(Yay Cikgu Moi..i wan my present>Eng=A(Leng Leng La...)
Sci=A(Easy Peasy...=))
Maths=A(whew..tis year's easy)
Sej=B(Natural effect^^)
Geo=A(Thanlk God...Love YA)
KH=A(Easy Peasy de la...haha)
N I was supposed to get my chinese a de...
haix...
what the hell....

2009-12-22T08:26:00.000-08:00

一旦被点到，就不能回拒噢
■开始■

〓关于我〓

★姓名★ Joanna Fong Siaw Hui

★马来文名★Joanna Fong Siaw Hui

洋名★Joanna

★花名★Siaw Hui

★生日★09.08.1994

★星座★Leo

★生肖★doggie

★体高★170cm++

★体重★ 50kg

★来自★Kuching---Brunei---Miri

★宗族★ 华人

★信仰★Christian

★嗜好★Reading, playing music, listening to music, travelling, shopping

★兴趣★ Art, Science and music

★怪癖★ no no no

★性格★ u Think Le??

★职业★ student

★愿望★Hope can Let My Wish Come True=)

★地址★ My House

★颜色★Black

★卡通★ Teddy Bears, Winnie the pooh, panda bear

★花朵★Lavender

★音乐★ English, Korean, classical & Jazz

★食物★ Anything=)

★饮料★ Latte Frappucino/Cappucino

★衣服★Tank Tops, those that look cute n fit on me

★裤子★ short pants & Jeans

★裙子★ dun like wear dress de bo

★穿着★ comfortable n attractive de lor~=)

★造型★Given By God

★国家★Paris, New Zealand

★艺人★Hilary Duff, SS501, Lee mIn Ho

★物品★Cute de

★季节★ Winter

★动物★ Anything Except reptiles & Insects

★发型★which looks good on me jiu ok le^^

★节目★Donno wo...

★电影★2012, D-war, Twilight & New Moon

★科目★Science

★运动★ Dancing & Art

★朋友★Heaps

★模特儿★E..Lee Min Ho=)

★造型师★tru internet=)

★座右铭★Just Be Yourself...Ur Destiny awaits=) amen^^haha

★华语歌★I Don Noe ler...

★英文歌★ Two Is Better Than One, Complicated

★马来歌★ no

★广东歌★ ??

★福建歌★ ??

★电视剧★No le..

★遗憾之事★ Did Not Cherish The Moments That I Have Right nOw....=(

★若时光能倒流?★ 选择不要认识他

★若选择一个人永远爱你?★I'll Choose All My Family Members, My Fwenx n my Books=)

★若自己是亿万富翁★Save In Bank 1st

★若有一天醒来，发现自己的样子变成金城武／蔡依林，你会?★ Say"Shoot..Hi Mom..I'll Be on the magazines=)"

★若有三个愿望★1.Knowledge

2.health

3.everything=)

★面包／爱情★爱情

★雨天／晴天★ 晴天

★爱情／自由★ 自由

★黑／白★ black

★海边／山上★ 海邊

★唱歌／跳舞★ Dancing

★美貌／性格★ both

★平淡／轰烈的日子★ 平淡

★相信／提防★ 相信

★头脑好／性格好★ both..

★干皮肤／油皮肤★ 都不要

★金钱／快乐★ 快乐

★目前快乐吗★ Ya

★朋友对你好吗★ Ya

★你受朋友欢迎吗★Ask Them Lor~=)

★好朋友是★ My Buddies=)

★单身／恋爱★ 单身

★相信一辈子吗★ 嗯

★喜欢自己吗★ 嗯

★相信自己吗★ 相信

★悲观／乐观★ 乐观

★若说最后一句话就哑口，你会★ write lo ==

★若明天世界末日，你会★ Fast Fast Go To China De SpaceShip!!!!=)haha

★若你爱的人明天离开你，你会★ I'll Not Make HIM Sad..So I'll Be As Happy As I Can=)

★最喜欢的一句话★ Boo!

〓我〓
★时尚吗★ Same Old Thing

★哪风格★Normal
★优点★Loves myself...always wanting myself to be the best=(

★缺点★cant cope with everything=( too tall

★崇拜的艺人★e

★能为他神魂颠倒的艺人★Ha???wat lai de??

★搞笑的艺人★ Lee Min Ho

★讨厌的艺人★ Donno e

★欣赏的艺人★ so many

★甜美的艺人★ Aly=)

★可爱的艺人★ Lina=)

★古典美艺人★ hehe...ME!!! jk jk

★气质型艺人★ Shock Hui=)

★实力派艺人★ Donno..same sama la...

★帅哥型艺人★ =)

★新加坡的七公主里你喜欢★donno who lai de ler~

★最登对艺人★ Aly & Dino=)

★有想过当艺人吗★No(I'm Quite Shy^^)

=点名咯=

1. Aly

2.Shock Hui

3.Lina

4.Sharon

5.Lik yang

6.A Suu

7.Louise

stupid me...taiwan is colder hen i expect!!!!!5-6 degrees now=(

2009-12-18T16:09:00.001-08:00

1st Day At Taiwan=)

2009-12-14T04:45:00.000-08:00

hey=)

today was the second day in taiwan n i finally got the chance to on9 nfor a while=)

taiwan here's great!!

Ok...

on saturday we gt the chance to stay at the airpoat motel just a few blocks away from KLIA for a night then on sunday(13/12/09) we went to taiwan at bout 9 in the morning=)

we arrived at taiwan at bout ten mionutes to two in the afternoon which was relieveng and after canging our moneys and blah blah blah n uncle George kept saying 'What the FISH'

as the money rate's quite low...

haha..

then we went out and met our tour guide...xiao you ge ge..

he asked us to call him like that=)

well..

he's not that handsome bt nevermind...

at least we can focus our sightings on the sceneries in taiwan rather then cute guys...haha

he's quitye chubby and he looked really young n still have his baby fats^^

no kidding though...

haha...

we started our journey at taibei though...

haha...

and after meeting our tour guide n saying hello he then asked us to wait for the bus as there had been an accident going on n of course..

traffic jams..

so we waited at the airport n i started wondering round the airport with my sis...

at that time i saw a group of school students wearing their school uniforms n getting ready to go for a school trip n the uniform is beautiful!!

the girls were quite cute too n the boys a..

to me OK OK la...

nt interested=)

bt to u ho...aly n shock hui might wanna make ya two fainjt when seeing them=)

my frens say that they were GORGEOUS n i trust their eyes=)

haha!!

n i also saw many people taking their cuute dogs to ANYWHERE!!

even in the tpoilets!!

if malaysia gt like that then good lor...

stupid malay people!!

ish!!

haha...

they will put their doggies inside their handbags n go anywhere though...

many many kinds of dogs ler..

haha...

the temperature in here was almost the same as in miri thoughl...

juz a little little bit colder than miri..

haha...

photo taken before depart to KL
Is this little girl cuuute=)
haha

photo taken when on the flight to taiwan^^haha

Aaron a bro, Mommy n Daddy=)

at taiwan d eairport..SAT ba..haha..me n my sis de shoes=)

Nini with her new shoes=(

at shan xia jie there...

this is the most fampous ice cream there=)

waiting for half an hour to get them^^

haha

at shan xia de lao jie there=)

haha...

Hui

xoxo

Pack Pack Pack~!!!Taiwan me coning loh!!!<3

2009-12-11T06:33:00.000-08:00

I Donnoe why bt right now i was very anxious on what the hell did i forgot to bring right now=)

Ish~

well...

i'll be going to the airport at bout two in the afternoon tomorrow n the plane will depart at four=)

we have to start early as u noe...

one luggage for each one of us n bout twenty people n twenty super large luggages...

so we have to go round two times=)

1st luggages n then people^^

then we stayed at the airport for bout ten++ hours then at nine o'clock on sunday..

DEPARTURE!!

haha...

then i will be back at Kl at the 24th of Decenber n celebrate christmas at KL=)

then i'll Be back at the 28 OR* 29th of decenber...

whew~!!

this year's gonna be fun=)

bt i'll miss ya all though...

n of course i'll remember to buy you all wan de things=)

haha...

chiao n PLEASE tell me a.s.a.p. bout the results...
sincerely for Lina, Shock Hui, n Aly n Kah Hui

n Also...
Lina/Aly...
Remember to inform Kah Hui o...
really must o..tx
hearts=)

n Suu...
Don Think Too much Yea...
haha><
n sry i havent gt the time to change ur name=)
sorry~!!

I'll Miss mY Mikko Very very much ler..
haix

2009-12-06T06:57:00.000-08:00

Blahhs!!

2009-12-05T04:17:00.000-08:00

Today was the first time i actually wear my contacts=)

n i look weird in it though cause i dint wear the one with the black black thing de ler..

haha...

my eyes were quite sensitive to these though=)

keep having tears streaming down when i wore those that would make ur eyes bigger..

so i chose those stupid soft lens..haha

FINALLY got my camera fixed=)

taken at my mom's room..haha

Just Shout then!!^^haha

look weird in acting cute ><

Rest In Peace..My Beloved grand-Uncle~

2009-12-02T04:45:00.000-08:00

1/12/09
my most depressing day ever in my whole life...

my most beloved grand-uncle passed away at bout 1.45pm that day...

i had received a call from my aunt from kuching telling me that my grand-uncle had been sent to hospital n an hour later he had died...

i will miss him though...

he was the best grand-uncle that i ever had in my whole life....

always having the pleasure when singing kara-OK

getting many trophies in all singing competitions...

gambling with me all the times n also playing with me n watching me growing up ever since i was a baby...

i wasnt his real grand-daughter but he still insists in treating me like i am his baby....

i will never forget his voice...

the singings n the melodies will be in my heart forever...

i will pray for him n hoping that he will live hapily with my grandfather in heaven=)

Rest In Peace my grand uncle...

n May God Bless You..

i Love u

MUAHSXXX!!

2009-12-01T06:47:00.001-08:00

haha..~!!!
these are the books that i have been reading all tru these holidays^^
haha..
harry potter is the one that i like currently...haha
n I LOVE BOOKS~!!(Crazy) *Beem
they are my life n i will die if i dint have them^^

Thanks to Aly That She had Borrowed me The Harry Potter books for me to read duting the holidays~

The Books Thar My dad gave to me on my 15th birtday
n also it already had a new book called 'blood promise'

Thanks to aly Again..
its interesting also~
I'll also bite u if u disobey my orders x3

everybody's fave too^^
my othe birthday present from dad too

MMMM...
yummy~!!!!
haha

Day Out with My Primary Skul Fwenx x3

2009-12-01T06:24:00.000-08:00

Sorry If I Had Been updating my blog for so long...
mother's been baking cookies for christmas n new years to sell though...
helping out is also one of the responsibility of the eldest child in the family though..
haha..
ya...
this pics were taken when me n my premary skul frens have a day out at parkson..
ok..
team
1.Me
2.Tiffany Liew
3.Lucy
4.Kah Yi
5.Zai Ming
6.Zai Soon

N After arrining at there n waiting at starbucks,we then started to play bowling x3
these are some of the pics taken at the bowling alley

Me & Tiffany

Me n Kah Yii

Me n Lucy

Made by us at Mcdonald's
haha

having fun with them though..
haha...
miss ya all n hope tat i can have another oppurtunity to go out with u guys again x3

Hui
xoxo

My Life X3 [Random]

2009-11-19T22:02:00.001-08:00

Guitars...addicted to it~haha....
everyday practising it n going to learn guitar...
tiring bt fun..
haha

Music Is my Second Life~!!
hehex

Going To Ad Maths Tuition is also part of the things that i did during the holidays..

This..is also my life^^haha

Books!!my lover!!haha..
n also having orientation meetings n having preparations to do...
n also shopping x3
haha....

COUNTDOWN 22 DAYS TO TAIWAN^^

Hui
xoxo

2009-11-17T05:32:00.001-08:00

遊戲規則回答下列問題...

貼到自己的網誌...
寫完後...
自己加一個問題然後傳給10個人...
可以點...
點過的人...
被你點到的人你要去跟他說
●我點到你了●...
寫完後去跟點到你的人說...
●我寫完了●
不可以不寫喔...
不寫幸福就會跑掉喔..
不能再点回点过你或被点过的人哦...

我的大名:Joanna
我的生日：09.08
誰傳給你的：Sharon
近期開心的是: Reading books x3
生日想要得到什麼禮物：generousity=)
近期壓力大的是 : Guitar Lessons x3
未來想做什麼：Doctor x3haha

有沒有喜歡的人：currently no
同學會要回去找老師嗎：lol..OF COURSE!!
跟誰出去最幸福：家人，朋友
跟情人出去最想去哪：anywhere dou ok..
聖誕節要做啥：celebrate x3
最想跟誰過聖誕節：Family
有幾個兄弟姐妹：2
最喜歡的一首歌(女生的)：Starlight Tears-kim Kyo Kyung
最喜歡的一首歌(男生的)：Rainism-Rain
喜歡什麼顏色：Have to depend on my mood ler~<3mostly black=")">

上廁所會不會先沖水：会

最想大聲說什麼：I Am the most dreadful person ever existed in this world!!

半夜敢不敢自己上廁所：of course

上廁所會不會脫褲褲：hui La..a bu ran x3

谁很欠打：Bitches n Chikaboon=]

現在很迷麼：Guitars..

睡相很差：ok e..haha

現在的時間:8.19

是否痛恨傳給你點卷的人：no

體重多少：hehe...

今天天气：ok ok..

你懷孕了嗎：no!!

你若中樂透最想做什么：Books!!

大學生一定要玩的活動：party lor~

如果能為彩虹添加一種顏色你選 :donno ler

你相信爱情会永远吗：no

现在的你穿什么颜色的衣服：black tank top

放棄一個人會很難嗎：yes!!

最近在追看什么戏：queen with no marriage

【點名人物】

1.Alijon

2.Shock Hui

3.Lina

4.Suusen

5.Lik Yang

6.Louise

7.Sharon

8.Tiffany Liew

9.Katherine

10.Michelle Khoo

④號認識⑥號嗎?nope

⑩號是男還是女？female

①號有沒有兄弟姐妹?got~

⑦號姓氏?Ngo^^

⑩號人緣好嗎?good~

④號有人追嗎?donno wor~

⑥號喜歡的顏色是?Black If i'm Nt misrtaken^^

③號和⑩號是朋友嗎?Yup

⑧號的生日是?08.02

你怎麼認識⑩號的?Same Class in Primary Five

你跟①號的生日差幾個月?7 months

你喜歡①號聊天嗎?Of Course~

你和⑨號有出去玩過嗎?

Got~^^

你喜歡和③號在一起嗎?Love It!!

⑩号是什么星座阿?Nt Sure

现在①号在干吗？Working=)

②号的性格？Matured One^^

2009-11-17T04:50:00.000-08:00

被点到必填，不填代表你不尊重传给你的人和问卷。

(1) 请老实的回答每一个问题。
(2) 不行擅自塗改題目。
(3) 写完请点10位朋友，不可不点。
(4) 点完后请通知那10位朋友他被点到了。
(5)不可点那位点你的人。

(尽量点些有写Blog的人，他们才可回复。）

^.^ 被点到的：

1.Alijon

2.Louise

3.Lik Yang

4.Shock Hui

5.Suusen

6.Dylan Ho

7.Lina

8.Tiffany liew

9.Sharon

10.Katherine Chai
——————————————————————————

1. [05号的人脾气怎么样？]
Ok Ok de lar...haha

02. [07号有男/女朋友吗？]
currently no...

3. [你对02号的第一印象是...]
she's the best!!x3

4. [ 01号有交过几个男/女朋友？]
Cant tell...x3

5. [ 04号最怕什么东西? ]
Not Sure ler..Ghosts..??hehe

6. [ 你对09号的第一印象是... ]
Cute n friendly=)

7. [ 01号认识02号吗? ]
Aly noe Who Louise is bt Louise dont noe..haha

8. [ 那10号认识03号吗? ]
Nope x3 one in Ch one in RRSS..haha

09. [ 06号相不相信这世界上有鬼? ]
OF COURSE..!!!haha

10. [ 08号的星座是? ]
the one with the bottle de ler..forgt wat name liao x3haha

11. [ 你跟03号的关系如何？ ]
ok ok la..=]

12. [ 05号读哪呢? ]
RRSS

13. [ 你跟07号和09号，哪个比较熟? ]
07 lor~=)

14. [ 你对03号最深刻的印象是... ]
Always kacao people x3

15. [ 07号的兴趣是？ ]
lots of it ler..hahas

16. [ 你喜欢和02号聊天吗? ]
everytime we gt on9 ler...bt now she's havin' test so din have x3

17. [ 06号喜欢的人姓什么？ ]
i onli noe HER nickname is starting with a B!! haha..sry Dylan~haha

18. [ 10号是个怎么样的人？ ]
She funny and always like jio Robin^^haha

19-[ 08号对你而言是？ ]
Best Fwenx!! x3

20-[ 04号有跟你吵过架吗？]
nope ^^
=============================

1. 是谁传給你这份问卷的:
Lik Yang

2. 你们认识多久呢:
Omos one year gua~

3. 有没有对他很想说的但是说不出口话？
Of Course~NO=)

4. 她/他对你来说是...
Fwenx

5. 你觉得他/她的个性如何
Kacao kacao de=) will be really serious during ld training de i think=)

6. 请问他/她的电话号码最后四个字是？
donno le..me nt so hiao go ask people num de la^^haha

=============================
問 : 对你来说，刚刚被点到的人里哪个最重要？
All!!

問 : 对你来说，什么样的求婚方式最特别？
答 : don ask me..haha..

問 : 一天你要是死了，上帝让你带一样东西上天堂，你会带什么？
答 :My Ipod..withouht music i'll be like a zombie~haha

問 : 吵架时最讨厌对方...
答 : Ngiao Ji!!

問 : 如果你找到了阿拉丁神灯但只能许一个愿望，你会想要...
答 : Everyone be blessed n with peace^^
OR
i wan both my dead grandpapa noe that i miss them n love them!!
OR
hope that i will get good results=)n get to harvard^^haha

問 : 你会选择爱你的人，还是你爱的人？
答 : the one i Love

問 : 每当窗外下雨时，你会想到...
答 :i wanna go out n play outside in the rain!!
OR
some sad memors that still exists in my mind

問 : 你会提出什么样分手的理由？
答 :too hiao n too se se de=) just like SOMEONE=]

問 : 你想在什么年龄结婚？
答 : Still Not sure whether even wanna pakto o nt ler..haha

問 : 小时候印象最深刻的事是？
答 : forcing daddy n grandpapa eat lollipop with me^^
N
many more~secrets though..haha

問 : 你对爱和喜欢有什么不同的看法？
complication x3

Memors~

2009-11-16T05:39:00.000-08:00

well..
today is the day my two rabbits had died about 5 years ago...
its always considered as a memoir of mine every year....
tat time i've gt two rabbits..
one white n one brown...
the white one's names whitey n the brown one is called felicia...x3
n my god arent they adorable...!!
haha...
i miss them liao ler....

haix..
they have been with me for two years..
giving birth to six little rabbits too...
n died with them too...
i miss them all..

haha...
i love animals very much though...
losing them makes me cant forgive myself since then..
n makes me wanna cherish the momentos with me pet golden retriever now..
mikko
my love
my baobei..
haha...
chiao..

COUNTDOWN 26 DAYS TO TAIWAN
(12/12/09)
HEHE

HUI
XOXO

The Happiest Day of my entire life..!!

2009-11-15T04:53:00.000-08:00

yea..
today was the most amazing day that i had ever had..
cause Felix law the freak wants to end the friendship with me...
well..
that might sound a little sad bt its AMAZING!!
woo hoo~!!!
n u noe why he wanted to end with me..??

because i scolded him

that's the main reason...
n i am so glad that i scolded him that day..
aha...
n he was so childish...
ew...
freaky....
haha...now withouht him kacauing me all day long that makes me more peaceful right now...
i should have see the real him ever since the first day i met him though...
hai..
i shouldnt have talked to him during the band practice at first,..
if so i would not have the results right now...
well..
mostly its because of him..
he destroyed it all!!

haha....
well..
right now celebrating the joy with my sister..
n having fun x3
see ya..
chiao~muacks dears..
haha

Plannings~

2009-11-15T04:36:00.000-08:00

#1

do not Fall In Love with someone again...
haix..
tat might be harsh bt i'll try to cope it though..
haha...

#2
my training course in KL has been canceled though..
daddy wouldnt want me to go that far first..
at least..
haix...
donno what would i be doing then this month without the training at december 1st...

#3
daddy was supposed to buy me a guitar last week bt mommy still doesnt wan to buy me a new one...
thinking that i will suddenly saying that i dont wanna learn it again...
hell..
mommy...
i'm 15 right now..
cant i just make my own decisions...???
haix...
n pray god that i would have my own guitar as soon as possible as i cant cope it withouht practising at home as i dint have a guitar though....
haix..

#4
well...
christmas is round the corner n i still dont have the idea on what the hell am i going to give mommy n daddy a presentable present...
haix...
i cant find a suitable one for daddy though...
daughters was supposed to get daddy a set of new ties or even belt for daddy during Father's day, Christmas, Anniversary Days n Daddy's birthday...
bt daddy hatesw wearing ties..
yea...
he's the only one who dint wear a tie during working hours in the office n only wears one hidden inside his bag when his manager comes..
yea..
i saw it when me n daddy were talking through web-cam using skype..
manager-man went n supervise them..
wahaha....
n boohoohoo..
i dint have any ides on wat to give daddy this year...
haix..
n mommy's...
i dont noe whether giving her the favourite disc that she loved is considered as a christmas present or not bt yea..
its too early though so i would have to think of a new one again..
haix...
an LV bag for mommy...??
nah..Expensive...
a new oven for mommy..??
nah..that should be daddy who's supposed to give mommy...
haix..
it makes me have my headaches again...
haix..
n also my brother n my sister's christmas presents too...!!
hai..
if dad's going to get a psp for bro-bro then i'll give bro-bro a psp cover...
hey..
its very expensive n also useable too...
haha...
for sissie..
hai..
if daddy's going to buy her a new iTouch then i'll give her an iTouch Bag n also a cover..purple n bedazzled one..
well..
that should do the trick...
n bro-bro will be yelling at me saying"where's my batman u promised to me last year??'
again...
haha

#5
yea..
right now planning on going to taiwan's thing..
i cant believe that we may have to sleep at the airport overnight during the day...
omg..
cant we just go to the hotel nearby n just rest for a while daddy..!!
jeesh...
that makes me very angry though...
bt first time sleeping on a couch in the airport would sound kinda cool to me^^
i'll try..
haha.,.
first experience on sleeping at the airport n everybody staring at us especially daddy n uncles with their snorings..
haha...

Nah~ x3

2009-11-14T06:15:00.000-08:00

Yeah...
i've just finished chatting with my dad on msn...
n daddy just told me that Taiwan will be having a large change of weather during december...
n a.k.a its going to be colder as it is in Korea when last year i went...
about 3 degrees during the day n negative at night somehow...
haha...
bt thats cool...
i would have the chance to wear my cuddly n also super fashionable*smirk winter clothes bought back in Korea when the december discounts is ON!!
haha...

dad's been sick these days..
in Russia it was bout -16 degrees by noe n daddy's now having a cold><
really am worried right now...
even when he's typing the words when replying me when we were on msn was super slow..!!
OMG....
daddy's supposed to be a fast typer though...
haix..
get well soon yea dad..
Love ya^^

yup^^
going to parkson with my primary school buddies next saturday..
haha...
cant wait ler...

countdown 27 days to taiwan =)
(12/12/09)

Hui
xoxo

L.O.v.E

2009-11-14T05:58:00.000-08:00

The furthest Distance In The World
Is Not Between Life N Death
But its when I Stand In front Of You
Yet You Dont Even Know That I Love You

The Furthest Distance In The World
Is Not When I Stand In Front Of You
Yet You Can't see my Love
But When Undoubtedly Knowing The Love From Both
Yet cannot
Be Together

The Furthest Distance In The World
Is Not being Apart While Being In Love
But When Plainly Can Not Resist The Yearning
Yet Pretending you Have Never been In my Heart

The Furthest Distance In The World
Is Not
But Using One's Indifferent heart
To Dig An unneccesarl River
For The Ones Who Love You

Hui
xoxo

a view of Boys Over flowers ~ x3

2009-11-13T00:27:00.000-08:00

Its Miinneee~ haha.."ku Jun Bio" Lee Min Ho x3

SS501 de Kim Hyun Joong x3[Yi Zhi Hou]

Lee Min Ho

"Jin Shi Chao" n "Ju Jun Biao" x3

[Yi Zhi Hou] Kim Hyun Joong x3

"Jin Shi Chao" x3

"Ju Jun Biao" Lee Min Ho..He is so fffiiiiinnnnneeee~!!!

Kim Hyun Joong~!!
he is fiiinnneeee~!!

Kim Fan=]

Kim Bun[Su Yi Zhen]

My Primary School Life..memories~

2009-11-12T04:26:00.001-08:00

I wasnt Aware that my camera still has these photos taken when i was just finishing my upsr n having fun with my frens at school...
haha...
n we were quite anxious too while waiting for the results to come x3
its also the same expression that i have right now..
waiting for the PMR N UEC results...
like i had been back three years ago...
haha..
n we were quite happy that our school has 70 students having 7a's in the year of 2006 achieved by us x3
nt me included le..
i gt 6a nia=[
haha..
my science gt b x3
haha..
anyway...
its the best...
i gt the things that i wan..
being assistant head prefects though it was nt exactly my target bt yea..
its quite ok..
haha...
the photo above was taken in my classroom with our fwen sticking the pins showing "class 6a 7A's!!!"
miss the moments~<3

Photo taken with Priscilla chung

Shu Wen jessica Jong n me x3

Our form teacher..she's the best x3

Solvana With our formal principal...=]

me with the other two teachers after helping out at the bilik BOSS x3

soo ching n Cindy Sim x3

Me n Jessica Jong

Me, solvana, Tze yi n katherine x3

Zi yu n me in parkson x3

Louise, Isabel, Michelle n stephanie in the canteen x3

all The 70 students getting 7A's in UPSR taking photos with all the teachers n headmaster in the school hall x3

miss the moments though..
hope that we can have a reunion again le...
haha...
happy reunion~<3

COUNTDOWN 30 DAYS TO TAIWAN
12/12/09

Hui
xoxo

homeworks to do x3

2009-11-11T21:40:00.000-08:00

haha..
taken at yeaterday night de...=]
tired ler..
doing ad. maths till ten ++
hehe..
bt i still having fun though....
hahax x3
photo taken during doing homeworks x3

photo taken by my sister...
good snapshot =]

say cheese after finishing my homework at 10.30 p.m.
haha...

COUNTDOWN 29 DAYS TO TAIWAN
HEHE

Hui
xoxo

Happy x3

2009-11-11T05:43:00.000-08:00

Finally i was going to play a guitar~!!!
haha..
actually i was suppose dto go learn cello or harp or even violin..
\bt my dad on allow me so i choose guitar lor..
haha...
its quite difficult to cope it at first though..
the strings..
how to put ur fingers..
the changing of chords n blah...
bt i still like it though...

my dad wont be buying me a guitar so fast though...
as he ahs to use the money to buy me n sissi a new grand piano...
hehe.,...x3
cant wait to use a new piano than the old stupid one...
haha...

COUNTDOWN 30 DAYS TO TAIWAN
(12/12/09)
HEHEX X3

hUI
xoxo

I Have A Cute n Annoying Sis ta!! x3

2009-11-10T05:40:00.000-08:00

The things that my sista always ask all these weeks...

Situation one
Sis:Jie..i tell u something o...
Me:Wat
Sis:Nothing...very funny right...aha aha

Situation two

Sis: Jie..can i rwally just go to form one withouht studying transition or do i really
have to study in transition too...??
Me:Argh...

Situation Three

Sis:What Am i Going to wear during the dinner next week...the blackor the pink t-shirt..??or the jeans or the skirt..if u say skirt i'm gonna smack u o...give me ideas le...please la da jie...

Situation three

Sis:Da Jie...the new piano teacher very garang ha??she like to scold people de ha??can tell me ma...??later i cry o...the teacher beautiful ma??she will scold de ma...??

Me:argh..again...

Situation Four

Sis:Jie..look at Mico..!!She's so cute
Me:i Know
Sis:no...look at miko pooping inside the cage with all the cats looking at her
me:i know
Sis:do u really noe?
Me:ha??
Sis:hai..u really don noe..tell u a..[repeat what she said again..though i already noe..just that i accidentally said ha??]
Me:hai...

Situation five

Sis:am i goin to get free skul fee's when i get to riam...??
Me:c first lor...
Sis:wei..!!
Me:wat!!
Sis:u are nt listening again..
Me:i did!
Sis:then y did u say wat just now..??
Me: ha wat..??
Sis:hai 4get bout it...

*yes!!

Situation Six

Sis:jie...i wan play badminton...
Bro:no..u look too much like obama..
Sis: u leh??like ham yang a..jiang me like obama...

then thay started fighting again

Situation Seven

Sis: Jie...when daddy buy new piano..??
Me: donno
Sis: wat donno...??
ME:donno jiu donno la...!!shut up..
Sis: o..
Sis: da jie...
Me: wat again..!!
Sis:nth...
Me:Chao la ni...
Sis: sorry....
sis: da jie...
Me:WAT Again..!!
Sis:...
Me:argh...!!

Situation Eight

Sis: Oho..da jie..u play computer..i go tell mammy...
Me:tell la...pa ni a..later tell u gt bf to mommy lor...
Sis: o..okok don tell...

*yes...

A profile of my super annoying bt relaible sis^^
haha...

Hui
xoxo

2009-11-09T05:01:00.000-08:00

A perfect snapshot though...
poor little polar bear...
haha...
n just posting this by reminding all of u to STOP POLLUTING THE ENVIRONMENT TO PREVENT GLOBAL WARMING..

as polluting the environment will cause the temperature of the earth to become higher n the ice in the north n south pole will gradually melt n also causing the polar bears n penguins n also othe animals that need low temperature surroundings to suffer from the increasing of temperature caused by us human beings....
the polar bears are very innocent though...
so please..
dont pollute the environment..
haha...

Hui
xoxo

Headache~=[

2009-11-09T04:45:00.000-08:00

hell...the worst day of my life...
i was having a headache..
haix..
my bro's sick today n i was at home taking care of him n cooking n doing all kinds of stuff n mommy went out with her frens..
n my bro was better right now n here i am...
SICK
i dont noe why..
mayb is that i have smelt the smell of my bro de vomitting things..
or mayb i was too tired...
having my guitar n piano lessons again today n also going to ad. maths intensive tuition today...
n all the while i kept wanting to sleep n i cant bear it...
so i brought my favourite book--HARRY POTTER which aly borrowed it to me so that i can grab a little extra strenght..
haha...

i don wanna let mommy noe that i was sick le..
COZ I DON WANNA GO N SEE a DOCTOR...!!
i hate the smell of the hospital or clinic bt hell god just wanna kacao me by letting me having very low stamine since i was born n kept getting sick n i had been laid in the hospital for almost four times since after i was born...
weird
i hate it...
so lina, a suu or shock hui dont ever tell my mommy yea..
haha

n also..
i wasnt aware that there was left about 33 DAYS OF COUNTDOWN OF GOING TO TAIWAN~!!!!
yes!!
anybody who wanna help them buy things leave a commtne to me yea..
haha
i cant wait to go travelling again...
travelling is my favourite part...
haha
my daddy wont spend any money on buying me n my bro n sis all sorts of funny n useless things n instead he uses all these money n go travelling with us all n of course with some of daddy n mine de fren together...
haha..
n next year my dad will be planing to go to china with my mom onli during the chinese new year next year n i will be staying with my granny at kuching x3
n also going to new zealand or australia too in the mid term holiday~~!!
aha..gonna go n see Louise there..
haha...
my dad loved traveling especially with all of us togather b4 my dad retires n became old n b4 i went overseas 2 years later x3
i'm now cherishing the moment in miri though..
might be going to london with daddy though...
MIGHT BE..
haha

COUNTDOWN 33 DAYS B4 GOING TO TAIWAN
haha...

Hui
xoxo

shocked n nearly cried =[

2009-11-08T05:19:00.000-08:00

Okay...today was a rainy day though..n just now i was supposed to go out n feed my dog when i suddenly saw the lightning flashing out n i SCREAMED~!!haix..hell lot more worse than the incidents happened 8 years ago when i was in hospital taking some stupid treatments n also 15 years ago minutes afetr i was born...my mom had just comforted me n here i am sitting with my teddy bear n writing this...

haix....

Am I useless for being afraid over LIGHTNING...?? Haix...i was being scared by the lightings at first was at the hospital minutes after i was born[ as my mommy told me] n i have to be in the baby care room to have acheck up as i gt high fever n slight lack of oxygen...then the lightning striked n it startled me n so i started getting afraid of LIGHTNING...

when i was young n during the rainy seasons my dad n my mom would close up all the curtains tightly n also to keep an extra eye on me to make sure that i wont get the goose bumps n also ran out screaming like a moron as if i saw a ghost standing beside me x3 ya...cute right...n that makes my dad n my mom needed to put extra effort in taking care of me...haha...heart you daddy n mommy x3 haha...

during the rainy seasons n whenever a thunder or a bright lighting strikes i would always crawl out of my little cradle when i can walk n also jumping out of my bed immediately n ran to my mother's n daddy's room to slep with them..haha...n even with my sister accompanying me i would still feel very afraid of it...n my sister n brother would always laugh at me for being brave at anythong bt LIGHTNING..haix...

nw my conditions were quite ok...listaning to the thunder dtriking would make me feel like [oooohhhh hey sis..there's a piano being thrown down all the way from the top floor of parkson x3]..ya..thinking positive is my main topic..bt whenever a lightning stikes in front of me like just now i was standing right outside the dark compound when suddenly a lightning strikes n the whole place would light up n something like that..i hate it though.. even inside the room when i was preparing to on a light it was supposed to be flickering then came into bright ness...n whenever i turned on the lights i would just turn my back away n just close my eyes for a few seconds..these things would always happen in my old house in pujut bt now my new house in pelita worked quite well n i dont have to turn my back around like a moron anymore though...haha...i always get luaghed by my mom or even my dad whenever i wa sdoing this though...

haha...

well that was one of my weakness though..nobody;s perfect enough to be like jesus u noe...haha...
nitex everyone n hope that i would have a good nite's sleep withough a nightmare n if i gt i would have let lik yang to belanja me lor...haha..hope that he would read this x3 haha

I Just LOooove Twilight x3 & New Moon [random]

2009-11-07T23:25:00.000-08:00

Random x3

The Covers of the tqilight saga books[starting from the left is Breaking Dawn, Eclipse, New Moon n Tw

Cause its taken by me=]
haha

i like this one x3

The Cullen Clan with alice's hair keeping it long=] n including bella too

Carlisle Cullen...Edward Cullens' father

Edward Cullen..He is Soooooo Fiiinnnneeee!!

Emment Cullen..Rosalie's monkey man=]

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New moon...that wolf's kinda cuuute=]

New Moon...coming up on 20/11/09...x3

day out With Sisters At School n Parkson^^

2009-11-06T01:45:00.001-08:00

Finally gt a day off of goin to tui..
haha...
so i went back to school...
BELANJA Lik Yang with 5 dollars...
taking the form from the clerk then went to parkson...
shoch hui was nt in here as these was taken after she had gone back though...
haha...
photo taken when i was trying on a shirt that i love very much^^

Smile~=]

buy me this shirt on my sweet 16 birthday yea...RM 130...haha

i gt a twin~!!!!
haha..
photo taken when facing the mirror with the clothes i love=]

Lina taking photos without noeing that i caught her on camera^^haha

wanna kiss the reflection of me lor..
miss euu~

wearing Aly's sunglasses n also a new outfit^^a black tank top

me standing at the door of the fitting room from avoiding lina n aly changing their clothes^^

Lina in her OL outfit n me with my checkerboard outfit...nice.,..haha

the second outfit that i loved^^
buy it for me yea..haha

me back in my clothes right now...haha

sry Dino bt she's mine=]
me n Aly after changing back our clothes

me n Lina..
Smile~

Me wearing aly's sunglasses again n caught aly on camera again...haha

me taking poses when taking da tou tie^^

me n aly de da tou tie

me n lina de da tou tie

me taking the same pose again on the 2nd da tou tie...

haha

hope that 20/11 can go out again ler..
haha...
today also gt buy mommy de fav disc n mommy was very happy owh..
haha....

Hui
xoxo

some photos~1/11/09 reunion gather!!!

2009-11-04T04:01:00.000-08:00

The BBQ Team~~n plus the eating n gobbling-up-the-chicken-wings team^^
From the left[ming soon, Michael Chieng, Samuel Ling n Lucy]

Rodney with the orange shirt with michael rubbing his eyes at the back=)

getting splashed by boys during the 'battle'=)
poor Katherine~haha

splashed again..[boys discussing on their next move..]

getting ready for the next attack=)

Jessica Jong n her woo-hoo whiuit!!! Simon ngo^^sweet sweet*giggles

Shi xian n wei perng...cant really recognise them at first though^^

Dylan Ho...stop looking at us like a moron^^Dylan Ho with shiXian

Jessica Jong n me...looking very old ler me..haha

Jessica n Robin[one of the head of the organisation of reunion gather=)]

Amelio n me by the beach=)

playing by the beach...=]

Calvin Ng focusing n trying on the camera=)

Jessica n Sik Pal

Gallant staring at our side[the pink shirt de^^haha..mean one]

Kah yi, Tiffany Liew n me^^ugly ler..haha
Shen ming taking his pose or a.k.a avoiding the camera^^

Calvin Ng, Shen Ming[finally facing the camera] n Sik Pal[gazing at SOMEWHERE^^]

a romantic sunset background...hiaks[jessica n simon]

a beautiful ending on 1/11/09 reunion^^
happy happy~~

Hui
xoxo

letting it go n saying goodbye

2009-11-03T06:07:00.000-08:00

letting go n saying goodbye to someone that u love the most is the most painful thing to do...bt for oue own sake n letting ur loved ones happy hell we just have to let go...i dont noe why i suddenly have to talk bout this though...maybe talking tru these i might feel more at ease than keeping it as a secret n keeping it inside my heart....
ok..i've love someone more than two years n that already broke my record n makes me suffer too...i think i wont be thinking of how bad he is or watever...i just think that he is the one that i should get...n i think that was the stuipidest thing that i ever think of over these years..n this year he's gt his true love n yea..it was very shocking for me n very sad too..like i wanna howl n cry till all my tears were dried up n never wanna faec ghim again...bt after a few days i felt like i gotta let go n start a whole new life of myself being single..haha..n here i am...living a new life for myself n getting rid of him outta my mind forever...all those things u had told me n did to me...i will either just for get it or leaving it as a nightmare that always heunt me like a ghost or the effect of having drugs named love..haix...i've been happy that i never have a date with him though..if that's so i will regret for myself of being so stupid though...haha...n he still wanna flirt with me although he already had a gf..in msn or even at life..ish...i wont betray joyce de..no worries...i hate him for my whole life n hope that i wont have to see him for the rest of my liofe after he graduated...i would always think that how an i goin to survive afetr he graduate when i still love him n puke ew...i just wish that he wont exists in this wirld though...giving me all sorts of nightmare><

Hui
xoxo

The "LUCKIEST" day of my life

2009-11-03T05:46:00.000-08:00

Photo Taken b4 goin to have a walk with my golden retriever Miko x3
lol...
haha..
today ws the unluckiest day of my life though...
the hateful person as if in so-called ex-bff felix just appeared when i just finished my ad-maths intensive tui at max tui centre there...
wat the hell...
the fact that he still held that hateful smile on his face n makes me wanna puke straight away! x3
lol...
haha...
n hell..yea..
having the intensive classes is very tiring bt i can still cope it though...
jia you ba..
haha

Suddenly n unawarely~i miss another HIM~

2009-11-02T05:22:00.000-08:00

well...
i dont noe where i gt this feeling..
bt it really bothers me when i suddenly gelt that i miss a new HIM~
a suddenly n unaware expression that i cant even control myself from stop thinking bout him...
he's nt that gorgeous though...
haha...
bt i dont wanna have this feleing anymore...
bt to me...
he is my another kind of drug..
a new one n i hope it only last for a day...
its been months since i said...
i miss u

1/11/09

2009-11-01T21:28:00.001-08:00

Happy Birthday to Eric Low Shang Zhen!!
who is currently studying in chung hua n he is nt the brother of FELIX LAW~haha
lalala~haha...
n today is also a memorable day as today was the reunion of our class a.k.a 6a n 6b of krokop^^
n we were having so much fun at the beach n recalling every single moments that we had during our primary school years...
haha...
even the times that the students of 6b tried to adjust their class' clock to be 15 minutes earlier n tricked their teacher of getting them go back home earlier...
tat was fun n embarrasing for the teachers though...
haha...
n many of them grew so tall~!!!
wow...
especially Calvin Ng...
n he told me my height was in the standard of going to b a model...
BUSTED!!
n u too Calvin...
with ur height u sure will be a top model^^*giggles
haha..
n admit it Gallant Pui...
u Grew taller...
ok...??
haha....
here are some of the pics that i've taken during the party..
the other funny photos i will put it later on as the photos were nt by my side=]

Photo taken b4 goin to tanjong Lobang=]
pretty huh??
haha...

me n Amelio~
with our foot bare n having our foot massages when walking down the pathway to the toilet to halp her get her clothes changed=]
Yummy~!!!
Beef Sate n chicken sate, hotdogs nt being bbq yet bt still~
nice=]
plus th chicken too^^

boys boys boys..
playing beach soccer instead of playing beach volleyball^^
can u notice Sik Pal inside??
haha

guys playing soccer...n girls being cheerleaders..haha

Poor katherine being splashed by those boys^^
[katherine is the one with her back facing us^^]

Finished my bath n taking a photo just as a memory ofthe end of the party^^
really missed them all n happy to see them changed into leng zai n leng lui~!!
haha...

Hui
xoxo

A Profile Just About Me ><

2009-11-01T04:39:00.000-08:00

Name:Joanna Fong
Age:15 just for the year of 2009 ler..><
Horoscope:Doggie=]
Zodiac:leo
D.O.B:09/08/1994
P.O.B:Kuching><
E-mail:joannafong_0809@hotmail.com joanna.fong@yahoo.com.sg
Schools that I've been <3:Brunei[1996-2003]
SJK(C)Chung Hua Krokop Miri[2003-2006]
Riam Road Secondary School[2007 till now=]
First Kiss:yea~been taken *sulk
first Love:taken too *sulk
First Date:havent^^ *smiles
My Beloved Family:My daddy, mommy, my sister n my brother
My Beloved Cousins:Gavin Gor, Harry A BOY^^, Chui Wen Jie Jie, Baby Baobei Felix FONG n many more x3
My Beloved Frens:Alijon, Louise[currently in NZ], Shock hui who owed me a cup of starbucks, lina currently fully recovered from denggi, Kah Hui, Lih Yiing, Neil
Fwenx that were funky><:Celine, Wei sze, Kah Jee, Lee NIn, Esther, Lik yang,
Jimmy,Dylan Ho, My beloved cousins, Jessica Jong, Kah Yi
Tiffany Liew, Gallant a Pui=] n many more^^

My Faves~

Fave Books:Twilight saga[4 books], Vampire Academy[3 books], House of night novel[6 books],
Vampire Diaries[3 books], Nightrise, Necropolis, Harry Potter n many more books
Cantaining Vampire, Love, Romantic, contained some matured contents^^,
n interesting ones^^
Fave Instryments:Piano, Cello, clarinet, Saxophone, Guitar n violin=]
Fave hobbies:Travellin' with my frens from brunei n family together, Listening to music,sleep
Reading books, kacao people ><, writing n updating my blog, taking photos,
drawing
Fave Foods:western n Japanese[especially the salmons^^haha]+Dim Sum
Fave Drinks:STARBUCKS CAPPUCINO
Fave Collections: cute Stickers, keychains, notebooks n book marks, my storybooks are also
concluded in it though^^
Fave Idols:currently is Hilary Duff n "ju jun Biao" Lee Min Ho[korean]
Fave Songs:Korean, pop, n love ones
Fave Colour:it has to go according to my mood, bt mostly i prefer black..it makes me more
good-looking n sexy><
Fave Cartoon:Baby Winnie The Pooh, Forever Frens[teddy bears]
Fave Show:Queen with no marriage, Love At Hafford, Boys Over Flowers, Camp Rock
Fave Channels:Disney, Axn, cartoon network^^, Discovery Channel, Animal Planet
Fave t Shirt:short n fitting[i dont wear it unless it was a day out with frens SOMETIMES]^^
also with jeans or short pants
Fave Animals:Anything Except Reptiles
Fave kind of guys:Good, a little bit taller than me^^, matured, noes how to care his loved ones,
doesnt need to be handsome=], uses his generosity to love one^^,
n also trustworthy de=]

Hui
xoxo
Muackx

Hmm...??

2009-10-31T03:53:00.000-07:00

Hmm....??
did i change a lot meh??
haha..
tx for the comments yea shock hui...
i wont blame u for takign my photos though..
a cup of starbucks cappucino will do x3
haha....

by the way...
that photo by the right side was taken just now before i started helping my mom in doin the cheesy cake for tomorrow's party x3
haha..
cant wait to have fun tomorrow though...
haha...

my front hair-cut was a little bit weird though..
bt when taking photos of myself i really looked nicer in it bt when i wore on my specs...
dang...
haix...
forget bout that right now though..
haha...

Hui
xoxo

Flashedx3

2009-10-30T19:05:00.000-07:00

Hey~!=]
photo taken after came back from the saloon x3
at first i felt like kinda weird after changing my hairstyle though...
haha...
and WTF there is a pimple under my nose...
AND WTF again..
a panda eye..
what the hell...
haix..
duh...
i was suppose to have pimples n my panda eyes when i had pressure during test or wat..
though i like pandas very very much x3
now so relax liao le..
still gt..
haix..
gotta reduce the amount of eating chocolates now..
hiakhiaks x3

Photo taken insede my bedroom n on my bed x3

Flashed x3
haha...

n i cant believe something...
the saloon that i went to yesterday was Dylan Ho's mother's saloon...
omg..
embarrasing though...
haha...
bt he's quite funny when he came n helped her mother to wash other people's hair...
aha...
hope that he wont see my blog right now x3
or else i'd be busted!!!
n his mommy also told me many many funny things bout him...
EXAMPLE:
he would want his mommy to accompany him to go upstairs n sleep for almost three days after watching a horror movie x3
aha..
sorry Dylan Ho...
haha...
and he is nt the one in 3h yea..
the one that i am talking bout is the one in chung hua OK??
haha...
gotta go then..
haha...
bye my dears x3
muackx*smirk

Hui
xoxo

krokop 6A & 6B 'o6 reunion!!!

2009-10-30T06:05:00.000-07:00

Attention yor~!!!
the day after tomorrow a.k.a the 1/11/09 is the reunion for our classes 6a n 6b yea~
including the teachers invited too..
the headmaster a.k.a our chairman of SJK(C) Chung Hua Krokop rite now is nt coming though...
haix...
hope that you all will come yea...
LOTS of games will be played n we will have our barbeque party started!!*smirk
n remember to bring extra n extra clothes yea cause you all will get splashed n i will be the ones throwing the COLD WATER BALLOONS at u all x3
BEWARE!!!!
lolx...

miss you all though...
n why didnt Amelio come to eng tui these days..??
weird...
haix...
wish me good luck for the studies next year yea..
hope that i can get the bestest results next year..x3

wishes for today:
1.hope that i can train my dog succesfully..haix...getting scratches all over my body rite now while doin training with her x3\
2.do my best n strive for next year..though i still dint have the confidence in getting into the science side=[
3.good luck for aly n shock hui yea...give me the latest news bout your interviews as soon as possible x3
4.hope n hope that i can be an ajk for the orientation next year yea~pray to god~x3

Hui
xoxo

34th day~

2009-10-28T18:58:00.000-07:00

Hell...
sitting on a swing alone is really annoying...
i've experienced it right now...
haix..
i was just goin to have a rest by taking a walk down the nieghbourhood n i saw the swings with nobody playing it...
then..
sitting there lonely n nothing to do makes me wanna think bout him again...
i cant force myself to stop thinking bout him anymore...
bt dont ya worry..
i dont think much bout the "SWEET MEMORIES" i had when i met him..
i kept thinking bout the things that u ahd done these days...
hell....

today my mommy just went out having breakfast with her frens n i was alone at home...
creepy...
i cant stand it..
period's creeping on me n i cant stand the pain in my stomach...
hell...
today's the worst day ever...
haix...

n yay!!
tomorrow i am goin to have my hair fixed!
haha...
i was supposed to go today bt my mom insisted to do it with my sister so posponed it ot tomolo...
haix

one week on having my rest then next week will start on taking tuitions again..
well thats good as i wont forget on how to grab a pen next year...
haha...
i wish i could go for the science side n also...
goin into better class like in 4b or so...
i hope so...
haix..
still dint have the confidence to get so many a's=]

today's wishes:
1. wish that i could get into science side next year
2.wish that i could be participating the orientation n have fun in the orientation 2010

Hui
xoxo

the 32th day~

2009-10-27T06:55:00.000-07:00

cant believe that was me you know x3
yea~
that was taken when i was trying to take some food on the table withouht getting out from my baby wheel chair[as my mom says when she n I were looking tru the baby photos of minex3]
wasn't i adorable~???*pukex3
yea...
adorable like fourteen years ago n now i'm a total freak><>< yucks="[" u="]"><
lolx
tomolo i was supposed to go to school to pass the food fair money to our teacher...
n my mom just scold me for that...
reason #1:just goin for a while for what le??
reason#2:petroleum...HELLO...??
reason#3:my mom needs to go for exercising n i din have a car back from school...
three reasons already Mdm. Ling...
can u forgive me..??hahas...

the 32th day of freedom...
n i was happy cause during the exam i din have the chance to meet him n that was the best thing!!
ahaha~=]
though i will still think bout the night mares><
haix
today is also my miko de 5th month birthday!!
haha...

haix...
november gotta busy..
mayb gt orientation de programme n otherwise goin to learn piano n guitar n ad.maths intensive class..
gotta let myself busy on the whole holiday to kept myself from thinking bout him again...
haix...
gotta go now..
my teddy bear is waitin'for me to go to sleep...
chiao
muacks~

Hui
xoxo

第 29天~

2009-10-23T03:06:00.000-07:00

在得到自由的第 29 天 ...
也是考试的第3 天 ....
不想让妈咪失望 ....
一定可以考取很好的成绩 ....

我的心 ....
还没定下来 ...
也许我是那种拿的起放不下的人吧 ...
前天 ....原本想安静一下心曲图书馆念书 ....
哪里知道他也在那里 ,我便立刻叫我朋友问可不可以进去借书的地方那参考书一下 ...
这 ...是躲避吗 ...?
还是我还在逃避现实 ...?
我每天都不断的反省自己 ...
不可以躲避他 ...
但我的反应为免太明显了吧 ...=[

也许 ...
我还不适合谈恋爱 ...
也许 ..
我还不够陈熟 ...
我还是喜欢 ....
自己一个人 ...
安安静静的读完我的书 ...
去外国深照 ...
永远都不要回来这个充满回忆的学校 ...
一间让我回忆起时会开始做恶梦的回忆 ....

在这两年 ...
我为你所做的一切的一切 ....
我都已后悔了 ...
想说与你做普普通通的朋友就已足够了 ....
哪知 ...
过后我就越看你我就越恨你 ...
不知道为什么 ..
也许 ..
你做的坏事太多了吧 ....
太早陈熟的男人 ...
跟太高的男人走在一起 ...
也许会让一个人感到自卑吧 ..
哈哈 ...

Hui
xoxo

the 26th day of freedom=]

2009-10-16T17:46:00.000-07:00

the 26th day of freedom
A.K.A nt loving someone n feelin' kinda like missing someone+hateX3
kinda complicated though...

during the 26 days of freedom...
i really felt kinda like...
happy
sad
emotionless
speechless
i dont know...
on the first few days when he was nt in my heart...
ya..
i will feel like kinda weird..
like there's a hole in my heart n i cant repair it by sticking some salotape n done=]
hell...yea~
bt on the next few days of freedom..
i started to forget about him n starting a whole new life by making myself useful....
studying..
nt texting anymore...
n nt talking bout boys anymore...
my buddies will think that i will cry over this VERY own thing...
bt yea..
i know...
they really are worried boutme....
n sorry for making all of you feeling sorry though...
n thanks to Joyce too...
for making me forget bout the nightmares that i had all these years...
u dont have to feel bad about me though
i'm fine
really...

then on the 26th day of freedom...
i finally found a true place where i belong...
no boys...
its all bout my future...
my dreams...
x3
freaky huh??
i've never imagined that i will forget bout him n starting my new life so fast...
like its a miracle..
i've told my frens that i will really forgat bout him since last year n i just cant forget bout him...
he was nt that kind of guy who is very smart..
matured...
n mostly handsome n caring..
bt he was like a drug to me..
that i will never ler go....
n that makes me ponder n nt focusing on my studies
[no wonder there were so many advertisement saying that drugs is tn good for health<3]
haix...

26th day of freedom...
hope that all my dreams n wishes will come true..
all the best for my junior uec n of course...
starting to find a true love....

Hui

xoxo

wat the...=[

2009-10-15T18:48:00.000-07:00

xienx ler...
why finding some fwenx wif me goin to skul studying so hard de??
haix...
finding them goin to play is easy till like eatin a piece of cake...
bt studyin'...nah...
are they really serious in studyin'??
i miss my old fwenx ler...
who always would encourage me in studying n talking bout studies n such...
nw...
in a different world with different fwenx...
studying have to be myself...
wanna encourage my new fwenx in studyin bt not talking bout other things during tui n studies bt am i a stupid one??
i cant change their attitude in studyin' bt worst i get affected by them...
self control=[
haix...
from next year onwards i have to self control of myself though...
not over-playing so much right now...
they are my frens...
i wanna to change them n let them be the best in studies...
jia you ba joanna..
i surely can~

busy day~studies><

2009-10-15T05:20:00.000-07:00

ack~~!!!
so darn busy today...
in the morning went eating breakfast wif mommy n daddy...
then my tui for maths uec was suppose dto be at nine then daddy put me at tui there at 8=[
then i juz stood there waitin' till eight 45 when teacher came..
darn so hot today=[
then at twelve i was supposed to go to skul fot revision in the library then daddy juz let me wait till two in the afternoon cai take me to skul...
damn~!!!
xien....
then me studyin' till four something..
readin tru the spm reference books at the library though....
interesting...=]

goin to study now...
gtg....
coz nw juz sneak out n writing some blogs n on9=]
haix...
all the best yea=]

Hui

xoxo

bored~=[

2009-10-13T20:40:00.000-07:00

bored bored bored~=[
xienx ler....
haix...
today finished taking my doggie mico going for vaccination then now...
nth to do lerhx><><
goin to brunei...
i don wan go ler....
haix....

to all the uec candidates..
all the best yea..
=]
for the spm students too yea...
though there's someone tat i stil hate in there...
haix...
i donno how to say bout the feel on him rite now ler...
sometimes treating him like a stranger n sometimes seeing him making me wana kill him right away...
am i going insane...??
or tats the effect of loving a person for so long...
making everybody putting quite a bad impression bout me...=[

well....
studying bio right now...
gotta strive for my uec...
nt goin to let my mommy n daddy down though...
n of course...
i don like people talking bad things bout me...=]
bio, chemistry, physics, maths, chinese...
omg...
gotta do my best tis time....
jia you!!=]

congrats to the pmr candidates though..
ur nightmares are already over(Dylan finnaly getting thru the chi papers^^)
n my nightmares are just getting started though=[
haha...
31/10/09
our krokop de reunion party..yay!!
hope can meet back all my classmates during that day ler..
haha....

hui=]

my beloveds<3

2009-10-13T06:07:00.001-07:00

hey~!!
wanna noe who my beloveds are..??
haha...=]

Name:Alijon
Nickname[as i owes called *hiaks]:Aly~a Qi
Age:its owes a girl's secret[15^^]
Skul:RRSS lor...
D.O.B:16/1/94
-a happy go lucky one=]
-the best pal tat i ever had=]
-owes being kacaued by me^^[everybody did^^hiaks]
-she's very very fashionable
-wana have her num..??4got...n i wont giv u de..blekx><
-attention:she's addicted to cute guys=]hiaks
-love boys over flowers too -like reading english novels too^^[vampires+love+interesting]
-veli pro in english de owhx*hiaks
-has a sissie tat looks like twin sisters owh=]
-wants to b a physiologist de owh^^
-loves to play basketball too=]

Name:shock hui=]
Nickname:hui hui lor~[same as me^^]
age:also a secret bt i'll tell though..^^15
D.O.B:13/07/94
horoscope:a doggie...
Zodiac:Cancer=]
skul:RRSS lor...
Status:still pure[single^^]*giggles
-a girl tat has a talent in writing love stories
-good in chinese
-kinda addicted to cute guys too^^
-like boys over flowers too=]
-nvr see her cry b4 de lor...
-has a laogong ow...-nanazi-Lina...hiaks
-also the best pal tat i can get^^

Name:Kah Hui
Nickname:donno ler..owes call her chi name de..*smirk
Age:15 lor
Skul:RRSS
-a tall n matured girl^^
-likes cute guys...the cuter he is, the more she likes^^
-good in maths
-likes to jio me bt sometimes tats kinda fun^^
-super pro in bm too...
-likes playing piano, watching tv n reading love storybooks which is in chinese though^^
-a girl who loved studying with fwens
-likes to use her generosity to make people happy=]
-also likes to play basketball^^

Name:LiNa
Nickname:NaNazi, na, lina
age:15
D.O.B.:9/10/09
skul:RRSS lor~=]
Horoscope:doggie~
-love boys over flowers very much=]
-likes to laugh too=]
-laogong to HUI HUI lor~hiaks
-good in chinese
-pro girl in singing n dancing too^^
-small,cute bt have a strong ability hidden behind her^^[beware ow...hiaks]

NEIL
Age:15 also
right now still recovering from his operation on his head..
a guy whom i knew when we were 10 during tui
an active student who like to do sports n like to make us happy all the time
people may think tat he is annoying n very frustrating bt deep indise his heart,he's great
he's right now suffering from haven recovering his eyesight though...
we all do miss his during his days of treatment in kuching n miri...
a fwen n a happy go lucky one who never make me feel bad bout him=]

my beloveds
my fwens..
sharing every piece of moments all tru these secondary years....
the most trustful frens tat i had ever had...
i heart you guys..
may our frenship last forever=]
cheers

PMR Finish lor~<3

2009-10-13T02:06:00.000-07:00

yay~
Pmr finish lor...
hiak hiaks<3
sry neh din update my blog 4 so so long=]
study arhs=[
hais....

so hard neh tis year de pmr...
bt i still gt confidence can get many a's tis time ler...=]
hahax....

now...
single...
n now stil haven found a new target ler..
very tired loving a guy...=[
rememberin the memories that me n him shared al those days...
i felt...
nothing
i dont noe why....
n that's how i noe tat i don love him anymore...
29/8/07
tat's the day tat i broke up with him
29/8/09
tats the day tat i really forget bout him...
the pics tat i have taken wif him..
i've already removed from my purse..
i never wanted to see tis photo again...
forgetting him...
bt forgetting until i started to hate him...
u really affected me a lot....
u make me waste my time on u for two years...
u make me cant focus on my studies n cant get to my target...

do u noe how many girls tat u had hurt right now...
i noe....
u are now in a relationship...
n u stil betrayed her...
dont tell me i am gepo or so...
i heard tat
my satelite heard tat...
u betrayed your own gf....
how could u...??

there were so many prople..
thinking bout the good sides of u...
bt do they noe bout ur other side??
do ur fwenx noe...??

haix...
i'm really happy with myself right now...
having my own life n being single...
now i noe why i take bad results..
HIM
affecting me all these years....
what the hell...
haix...

happy Father's Day!!!

2009-06-21T06:46:00.000-07:00

Happy Father's day daddy!!!
omg..
he's nt in miri right now
*sobs
gotta celebrate it till he comes back next month then=[
well..
fine day today..
saying heart ya to my daddy early in da morning by texting him[its expensive!!!]
lol
n btw
i love my daddy...!!!
n he's the best!!
haha
though he was quite strict to me since i was three!!!
*sobs
well..
by forcing me to learn english since i was three was impossible though..
till now my english's a hit!!
i heart ya[again] daddy!!
well...
he loves me the second most in the family then[aka first..duh.....my mommy]
giving me the things that i want..
always wanting my english to be the top...
watever...
he is still the best [again]
haha

well..
daddy's nt by my side right now..
out working in Russia[somewhere i dunno]
well....
#1 daddy is a #1 daddy...^^
wish all daddies happy father's day then^^

hi!!

2009-06-21T06:34:00.000-07:00

Hey!!
welcome to my blog...=]
lolx
well...
b4 i start blogging lets start a little bit intro then^^[LOLX]
well...my name is Joanna Fong Siaw Hui A.K.A the noobie=[
well..i'm fifteen this year[n again...immature...i am still a kid^^]
09/08-my birthday....i wana have teddies for my present..lol
phone num or whatever...
add me on my msn then...
lolx haha
well..
i'm right now studying in RRSS
3g..
pmr n uec tis year*growl
gotta get straight a's*sobs
haha

i've gt five members in my families...
oh scratch that
its six[a.k.a my sissie's bf^^]
seriously she has one right now...
n i am still single
*smirk
well..
back to the point...
there's my daddy, my mommy, my sissie n her bf n my bro n finally...ME!!
well...
we're living quite peacefully except for the pillow fightings that we had between me n my sissie n my bro^^[he nags like my mommy...lolx]
my sis n my bro are still at pri.schools..
my sissie in pri.6 which means upsr this year n +puppy love again....
haha

well..
i've intro bout me n my families n how bout my frens??
well..
i've gt my frens in brunei...
Mizan..Ci En...Priscilla Choo...n lots more
in miri...
Louii[heart you]...
wei sze
kah hui
shock hui
kah jee
aly
a suu
lee nin
celine
lina
Felix
n Neil...
i heart ya all...^^
n of course the new students...[my group=]
Yii lui
Jia Yee
a suu
ya en
ying ying
n lots more...^^
hearts

well..
no bfs right now...
1st love being taken[long time lol]
haha
*giggles